A Comet's Voyage

“Treasure your relationships, not your possessions.”

This is the first time I am staring my blog with a quotation. I am feeling that with the passing of time I am becoming very possessive with everything around me. This is not a hidden secret that I am possessive with my mother. I don’t have any siblings to share the greatest gift in this world to share with. So, it is quite natural that I am possessive with her and don’t want to share her love and affections with anybody. It may seem weird that I don’t want to share her cooked food with anyone. This possession is increasing day by day due to my stay outside home.
But I am feeling that I am becoming possessive with other things. I am becoming possessive with my friends also. Whenever a situation arises to share their friendships, somewhere deep inside me I am feeling a pain. This is quite unnatural. My friends are also friends of other. And friendship always teaches us to share but why I am falling to learn it? My brain is instructing me to share and to feel good but my heart is not responding to this call. Why? One of the root causes for this situation may be that being brought up in a nuclear family I never come across any situation where I need to share something with others. This may play a havoc role behind this situation of my life. I am trying my best to get rid of it but I am failing miserably.
I am going through a very strained relationship. Don’t know what lies in the future.