A Comet's Voyage

Life is really something which I still not able to discover. How can the life be so cruel,brutal to me? Is this because I am not good? Really, I am not good to deserve anything from any body. I am good for nothing. I have lost everything in my life. In just a matter of 24hours, every thing has changed in my life so drastically that I am not still able to coup up with it. Why I believe those people for whom I am just good for nothing? Otherwise how they can do this kind of behavior with me? May be I expect a lot from my closed ones but don't I have the rites to do that? Yes, I admit that I do lot of things in hurray and without even think about its consequences but is that true every time I am wrong? How can this possible? I am really in disarray to think about any of my future relationships. Can I able to regain the trust that is required to continue any relationship? I cannot answer this question at this point of time. I don't even know how this things always happen in my life? May be this also happens in others life but may be they are strong enough to coup up with it. May be I am not. Why? I don't have the answer. But can anybody please clarify me why I should not speak straight to my closed ones if they any do anything wrong? May be they will get hurt due to this? But will they really get hurt? If they really care for me they will not do the same thing repeatedly. Right? But still they do this repeatedly. I think this is not their fault. The fault is mine as they have chosen me in some position of which I am not worthy enough.

This blog is not related to my love life. This blog is for somebody who is more than any other thing in my life except my mother. Today i cannot write anything more and even can not disclose what has happened in my life.

So,please forgive me...plz ...plz...plz.....